GET A PRIVATE JOURNAL YOU LOSER!!
Oct. 14th, 2025 11:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dirtbugdiedI hate how i do get emotional for no reason sometimes like already did earlier today i hate how it comes out of nowhere and i can never do anything about it
I just lay there or sit there and do nothing i have the subtle feeling of wanting to cry or needing to cry i even make the face but Everytime nothing happens nothing comes out
When i get emotional for no reason i often shut down I'd like to go to someone for comfort but i never know how i don't know how to seek it or how to ask sometimes i just want to curl up in someones lap and cry in silence there
I miss the feeling of someone rubbing my back and telling me to breath i miss crying I want to cry i want to cry to someone i want to cry with someone i want to be a little girl again
I want to be what i was before i became this
I miss my dad
Im posting too much today
I just lay there or sit there and do nothing i have the subtle feeling of wanting to cry or needing to cry i even make the face but Everytime nothing happens nothing comes out
When i get emotional for no reason i often shut down I'd like to go to someone for comfort but i never know how i don't know how to seek it or how to ask sometimes i just want to curl up in someones lap and cry in silence there
I miss the feeling of someone rubbing my back and telling me to breath i miss crying I want to cry i want to cry to someone i want to cry with someone i want to be a little girl again
I want to be what i was before i became this
I miss my dad
Im posting too much today
