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I hate how i do get emotional for no reason sometimes like already did earlier today i hate how it comes out of nowhere and i can never do anything about it

I just lay there or sit there and do nothing i have the subtle feeling of wanting to cry or needing to cry i even make the face but Everytime nothing happens nothing comes out

When i get emotional for no reason i often shut down I'd like to go to someone for comfort but i never know how i don't know how to seek it or how to ask sometimes i just want to curl up in someones lap and cry in silence there

I miss the feeling of someone rubbing my back and telling me to breath i miss crying I want to cry i want to cry to someone i want to cry with someone i want to be a little girl again

I want to be what i was before i became this

I miss my dad

Im posting too much today