Drama queen!!

I can't even put into words. I'm just emotional all of a sudden and I don't know what to do. I want to cry. I want to find a corner sit there and just weep, pitifully.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I never do. I know I'll be fine pretty soon I just get like this out of nowhere for some reason when I see my boyfriend or go to lunch I'll probably be better but right now I just kinda want to cry.

AHHH

IM GONNA KILL MYSELF IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF!!!!! IM GONNA KIIIILLLLL MYYYYYSEEEELLLLLFFFF!!!!!
FUCK NOW IM REALLY GONNA CYR I AM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED UGHHH



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I cant do this!!!

Please i just need to cut myself i cant do this anymore i cant deal with it like this please just something give me something i cant keep scratching at my its doing nothing for me its useless i just need something!!!



Im probably gonna get a sharpener from a teacher

GET A PRIVATE JOURNAL YOU LOSER!!

I hate how i do get emotional for no reason sometimes like already did earlier today i hate how it comes out of nowhere and i can never do anything about it

I just lay there or sit there and do nothing i have the subtle feeling of wanting to cry or needing to cry i even make the face but Everytime nothing happens nothing comes out

When i get emotional for no reason i often shut down I'd like to go to someone for comfort but i never know how i don't know how to seek it or how to ask sometimes i just want to curl up in someones lap and cry in silence there

I miss the feeling of someone rubbing my back and telling me to breath i miss crying I want to cry i want to cry to someone i want to cry with someone i want to be a little girl again

I want to be what i was before i became this

I miss my dad




Im posting too much today