What even is anything??
Jan. 19th, 2026 10:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dirtbugdiedWhy do i feel so isolated sometimes? I don't understand it, i don't understand me.i don't know whats wrong with me.
Its so simple, its always something so simple yet it always makes me feel like im the furthest from people. I don't know where it comes from, i hate it. I hate feeling like this always unprompted. Its pathetic in a way, weak.
I hate the attention that i crave constantly. It hurts when I don't get it and then i hate myself for being upset over something so stupid. I really am a weak person. I don't know how to deal with this, what to do.
Im alone and i miss the people I used to talk to all the time. I miss texting someone for hours talking about random shit, switching between subjects.
I miss the relationship i used to have with him but its fucked now and i cant find anyone else to replace it.
Fuck im alone.
I can't make friends.
Im alone.
Its so simple, its always something so simple yet it always makes me feel like im the furthest from people. I don't know where it comes from, i hate it. I hate feeling like this always unprompted. Its pathetic in a way, weak.
I hate the attention that i crave constantly. It hurts when I don't get it and then i hate myself for being upset over something so stupid. I really am a weak person. I don't know how to deal with this, what to do.
Im alone and i miss the people I used to talk to all the time. I miss texting someone for hours talking about random shit, switching between subjects.
I miss the relationship i used to have with him but its fucked now and i cant find anyone else to replace it.
Fuck im alone.
I can't make friends.
Im alone.
