My Disease.
Aug. 9th, 2025 01:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dirtbugdiedOh gods I feel sick. Its making me feel physically sick. A never ending pit in my stomach, my skin hot to the touch. I don't know what to do. I hate this feeling. this need that drains me till I'm empty of everything. I'm dizzy and light headed. I feel like I'm gonna throw up with every word I refuse to speak.
My body Aches in the feeling, pained at every pull back. I'll die with this sickness. my body will rot even before my final breath. I'm sick, it makes me sick. I tear at my skin hoping that in some way it'll release my illness, to let me breath without pain. I can't stop coughing nothingless lies that feels like needles inside my throat.
I'm ill, My sickness without a proper cure. I'm collapsing in on myself, my bones too weak to hold me anymore. My love is my disease, my fate, it'll take me out before the world. I Love, and for it all I am stuck with a fever.
My body Aches in the feeling, pained at every pull back. I'll die with this sickness. my body will rot even before my final breath. I'm sick, it makes me sick. I tear at my skin hoping that in some way it'll release my illness, to let me breath without pain. I can't stop coughing nothingless lies that feels like needles inside my throat.
I'm ill, My sickness without a proper cure. I'm collapsing in on myself, my bones too weak to hold me anymore. My love is my disease, my fate, it'll take me out before the world. I Love, and for it all I am stuck with a fever.
