I hate being scared!!!

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I'm scared, I'm like really scared about it!!! I try all the time not to think about it or let in in my brain but sometimes it just makes it in and SCARES ME!!!
"what if" should die in a fire!!! I don't like it!!! i don't like the question!!!!! shut up!!!! PLZ??

I hate being so scared, I hate thinking about it, I hate worrying, I hate looking back!!!!
I don't know how to fix this thing in my head and I hate it!!!!1