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dirtbugdiedI feel angry all of a sudden, i don't know why or where exactly its coming from. I dont really want it. I know i was just talking about how i wanted more emotions about it but i very much lied. I hate feeling emotions and i feel bad, not for that one but for him. I feel like i shouldn't be, that it's wrong fro him to know that im still upset over everything.
Im still upset over everything. I feel like i have no one to talk to about it, I've already talked so much about it and the one i would talk to i don't trust anymore. I wouldn't even have anything to say. I don't have anything to say i only have everything to feel.
I hate you, I hate you so much. Im an idiot. She was an idiot. I hate you. Why couldn't you just have been a person for me. I dont miss you. Just the Idea. I hate you, i want to hurt myself.
Nevertheless, I'm getting better. Im happy. I love him and im happy. He makes me happy. He loves me, he holds me, and he makes feel important. Like I'm not just another person there. He loves me.
Do you hear that Paris, Menelaus loves me.
Im still upset over everything. I feel like i have no one to talk to about it, I've already talked so much about it and the one i would talk to i don't trust anymore. I wouldn't even have anything to say. I don't have anything to say i only have everything to feel.
I hate you, I hate you so much. Im an idiot. She was an idiot. I hate you. Why couldn't you just have been a person for me. I dont miss you. Just the Idea. I hate you, i want to hurt myself.
Nevertheless, I'm getting better. Im happy. I love him and im happy. He makes me happy. He loves me, he holds me, and he makes feel important. Like I'm not just another person there. He loves me.
Do you hear that Paris, Menelaus loves me.
