Not enough emotion.
Sep. 19th, 2025 12:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dirtbugdiedI want to be angrier, I want to be upset, sad, something. I feel like im not emotional enough about it all, still. I want to have that adrenaline i did when i had the foolish mind to trust. Why dont i feel more about this.
Maybe its good, it should be great. Im happy, Im proud, im all these good emotions and yet im sitting here wondering why im not, why i haven't been, a bad one.
Not even for me or her. who she was, what she so desperately wanted, whats she hopped for, Her dreams. She talked so stupidly, so hopeful, so trustful.
As much as she was sweet she was a fool. Blind and fully believing she was being lead to a field of flowers. There wasn't even a single petal.
Maybe its good, it should be great. Im happy, Im proud, im all these good emotions and yet im sitting here wondering why im not, why i haven't been, a bad one.
Not even for me or her. who she was, what she so desperately wanted, whats she hopped for, Her dreams. She talked so stupidly, so hopeful, so trustful.
As much as she was sweet she was a fool. Blind and fully believing she was being lead to a field of flowers. There wasn't even a single petal.
