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dirtbugdiedI don't even know what to do with it anymore. 11 years, probably more, and I so badly want to give up. what am I even doing.
so badly and so much I have put into this and I feel like I'm losing it. I don't know what to do. it kinda scares me. I don't want to stop, I don't want to lose this. I've been drawing since I was five and I always dreamed of being so great at it. what am I if I don't draw, what am I if I cant?
I had more to this, I don't know, but my brain can't seem to focus, I'm so foggy.
so badly and so much I have put into this and I feel like I'm losing it. I don't know what to do. it kinda scares me. I don't want to stop, I don't want to lose this. I've been drawing since I was five and I always dreamed of being so great at it. what am I if I don't draw, what am I if I cant?
I had more to this, I don't know, but my brain can't seem to focus, I'm so foggy.
