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Feb. 19th, 2026 07:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dirtbugdiedI love that i cant ever really mention about my sa without making it a joke.
I only mention it as a joke.
I've only ever actually talked about it twice, and one of those people who i have talked about it with turned out to be someone i probably won't ever really talk to again.
I guess it doesn't really matter though, huh? It doesn't really effect me in my current day, like genuinely.
I don't panic about it, have nightmares or stuff.
Its just kinda like a thing that sits there collecting dust you know you should take it and throw it out but because its not really in the way you don't.
I'll be honest i don't even think about it as sa. I don't even think about in some kind of bad light. I don't even really think about it.
And when i do its just sort of a: "huh.. anyway." Feeling.
Maybe something will happen when i get older. I don't know.
I only mention it as a joke.
I've only ever actually talked about it twice, and one of those people who i have talked about it with turned out to be someone i probably won't ever really talk to again.
I guess it doesn't really matter though, huh? It doesn't really effect me in my current day, like genuinely.
I don't panic about it, have nightmares or stuff.
Its just kinda like a thing that sits there collecting dust you know you should take it and throw it out but because its not really in the way you don't.
I'll be honest i don't even think about it as sa. I don't even think about in some kind of bad light. I don't even really think about it.
And when i do its just sort of a: "huh.. anyway." Feeling.
Maybe something will happen when i get older. I don't know.
