A name, a face, and a reason
Feb. 13th, 2026 07:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dirtbugdiedTo say "i think it makes me uncomfortable" would be a complete and total understatement.
It Dose make me uncomfortable and for what i think are valid reasons.
Its just as being friends with your friends abuser.
I'll beat around the bush for what this really is about, who, why, and so forth because heaven knows i won't tell you to stop being close or friends with someone simply because they made me feel a certain way for a no certain reason.
Yours, or most other peoples, feeling will always matter over my comfort.
Anyway, Its hard to label or even understand what i feel when its mentioned. When anything is mentioned. In my head i simply just go. "Oh, there that is. I'll just ignore it." Name, face, moment. I pretend like i didn't hear it almost.
Yeah, it makes me uncomfortable, and the thought of the interaction make it feel like some sort of betrayal. Like a traitor of a nation but not for any big reason and only going to the other side to have fun a little bit.
I try not to think about it, or let it linger, as i do with most things of this nature. But you can try your absolute hardest at something and still fail Everytime.
It Dose make me uncomfortable and for what i think are valid reasons.
Its just as being friends with your friends abuser.
I'll beat around the bush for what this really is about, who, why, and so forth because heaven knows i won't tell you to stop being close or friends with someone simply because they made me feel a certain way for a no certain reason.
Yours, or most other peoples, feeling will always matter over my comfort.
Anyway, Its hard to label or even understand what i feel when its mentioned. When anything is mentioned. In my head i simply just go. "Oh, there that is. I'll just ignore it." Name, face, moment. I pretend like i didn't hear it almost.
Yeah, it makes me uncomfortable, and the thought of the interaction make it feel like some sort of betrayal. Like a traitor of a nation but not for any big reason and only going to the other side to have fun a little bit.
I try not to think about it, or let it linger, as i do with most things of this nature. But you can try your absolute hardest at something and still fail Everytime.
