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How am i supposed to get comfort for sh if i cant even bring it up to someone i srsly trust??
I don't vent to people much anymore, I've told about this in an older post, it always feels weird now. I always feel like im being attention seeky or something, I never truly feel comforted, and i always feel bad for putting my problems on someone.

I miss 2020 and stuff. I miss being able to text someone: "i did it again." And have that comfort. I miss texting someone something as simple as "i love you" randomly and them worrying im gonna do something. I hate it so much, it was so bad, but i miss that feeling.

I really want to cut myself and next to it i really want someone to comfort me after. I hate this.

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