Im me!

I was just sorta reminded that i am polyamorous. That is completely part of my identity! you're probably wondering, "how could you forget something that seems so important?" well I haven't practiced that part of me in a good long while but that doesn't make it any less prescient.

I've been poly since 6th grade and since then that term has stayed with me. it makes me happy. I can't describe but something about being poly, the fact that I am able to love so far and so big, it makes me so so genuinely happy. though I haven't been in many good poly relationships I'm still happy with it in me.

I probably won't be in any poly relationship any time soon, I'm not really looking for one and I'm really happy with just me and my boyfriend, I wouldn't be opposed to it.

I genuinely love being polyamorous, I love everything about it, I love seeing poly relationship, and poly people. I love this as part of my identity. And as much as I hate or dislike myself, as much as I say all these things sometimes, I do really think that deep down somewhere I do love me.

I love myself.