Stupid idiot.

To many things i cant explain just right now hopefully I'll remember to do it later but its dumb that I'm crying over this i hate it

Waaahh

I miss him. My darling, my boy, my love, my light, my life. I miss him. I miss him so much i just wanna hold his hand, his face, him.

I miss his smell, his touch, his voice, his laugh. I'll see him soon but it feels like I've been waiting years. That he lives almost 1,000 miles away. He doesn't. i saw him yesterday. I'll see him Monday.

But, i miss him so much I want to cry.