One Bird Two Stone.

WOW I'm pathetic. I cant say I'm surprised, I am annoyed. I don't know how it happens or why. its always in the same way. meet this person, we chat a little bit, we stop, we chat more again, and then more, and more, and then they stop. well they don't stop but it slows so much it feels like stop. I hate it. I hate needing them to pay attention to me. I hate craving them to messages me. I hate that I always feel like I'm annoying them.

anyway, another one! this happened not to long off with someone else, I just got really attached to them and when we stopped talking as often it felt like I was being killed. now there is a new person for that feeling. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know why this happens. I don't get it. I don't get it. fuck

I'm out of it to be honest. I'm just so lost in everything. I don't know. this post is usless