love you.

I know its a lot of me to ask and I'm sorry that I'm even asking at all. Its dumb, it's such a dumb ask and I almost don't even want to ask but could you just say it back? even if it's just this once, even if it's half-assed, even if you don't really mean any part of it, I just want to hear said back to me. I want to hear you say it back to me. I know it's dumb, it's stupid, and it's more than I deserve, but I just need it.

I'm sorry I'm like this by the way, all over you in such a way. I hope I don't make you uncomfortable , I don't ever want to make you uncomfortable for any reason and if I do tell me, please, id change anything about me for your sake.

I don't know what I'm saying anymore. I don't know what I want anymore. this all is just stupid bable that makes no sense. I don't think I've ever made sense if I'm being honest.

do you love me? I just want to know if you do, if its true, I don't even care if it's not true. can't you just say it to me anyway? tell me you love me? tell me you miss me? I know I say it. I say it to much and I'm really trying to cut back on it, I am. I'm trying to cut back on everything. everything I say, do, or think. I'm even trying to cut back on talking but the gods know that it's harder than anything for me to do.

I'm trying to be less though, I'm trying so hard to be less. I don't fucking know anymore.

I have no clue what I'm writing.

this is so fucking stupid.

more nonsense for the nonsense tag, fucking hell.