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dirtbugdied(I started this last night but didn't finish it and I'm not going to)
I always feel bad, I worry about it a lot, that ill do something, that'll cross a line and ruin everything.
I hate how much I "can't help it" its so stupid, that damn "need." Its sick I'm truly sick. I haven't said anything big, I haven't done anything or have tried but I still think about it and I feel horrible for doing so.
I always feel bad, I worry about it a lot, that ill do something, that'll cross a line and ruin everything.
I hate how much I "can't help it" its so stupid, that damn "need." Its sick I'm truly sick. I haven't said anything big, I haven't done anything or have tried but I still think about it and I feel horrible for doing so.
