dirtbugdied | Say something to me.

I've just been feeling tired. More tired than usual. I don't want to do anything anymore. I don't want to be near anyone. I just want to hide away from people, my friends. This feeling has me out of everything I want to do. I still do it, I force myself to talk and stuff. but I'm so empty my words end up being empty too. I feel like I'm gonna start bringing down the people around me, that with the way I act I'll end up making them upset too and I don't want to do that.

I don't know what to do. I want to just disappear. Just go off and leave the face of the earth. Just leave anyone behind in silence. To sleep forever.

I want someone to notice my absences. I'm so fucking tired.